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Monday, September 18, 2006

The ev3r swe3t-n-bitter Memory..

Let's date this entry back to 29/8/06.

My maid for 19 years went home.. Whenever i had any troubles in school, at home or anywhere, she was the one who would always give me that encouraging smile and little words of encouragement. She would never leave to die.. Never.. So well, she has gone home.. Although it has been 3 weeks since her departure, I can't ever forget her. She has always been the fairy godmother in my life, who would pick me up when i fall, coo me to bed and praise me although i have done nothing much at all. She never despised me for who i m. We shared this common bedroom in a executive condominium. Life has always been hectic for me, with her around, nth stopped me. However, since she has left, my life kind of stopped. I was at a lost, I missed her a terrible lot..

Things took a drastic change ever since she left. The memories of us together will never fade. In my mind, my gorgeous aunt, she was the best. No matter what happens, I am NV going to have another maid in my house. That bed she used to sleep on is now mine. No one's allowed to sleep on it. The last goodbye and last hug we exchanged, i will never forget. I turned away, not bearing to see the sight of her leaving as she went into the departure hall. The tears i have resisted for many days in fear that she may see it, finally dropped..The last goodbye, I never want to say..

Her promise to stay with me through my 'O' lvls has touched me. She kept to it. It was on this basis called trust that built our relationship, that made me miss her so much.

I set up this blog, in the fondest memory of her.. I hope to see you soon, Helen.. I miss u..

Twinkled @ [9:40 PM]