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Friday, March 30, 2007

too tired blog again..

Guys ah.. Paiseh today i forgot i had bs when i was blogging in skool, den now i reach home le n all.. n i m sleepy!! ah.. haha.. So i dun think i m in the bestest of best mood to blog abt all my probs.. Hmm.. God's working rit now in my life! Hope i can do His will.. I m afraid to ask that question.. bt i will pluck up the courage.. Pray for me!! I'm off to try asking.. Wait for my good news! yay!

Twinkled @ [10:23 PM]

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Healing Spirit of God..

Peeps! Read this entry as carefully as u can! It's a spiritual marker in my life! n i have got to noe God in a different light! I jus came back from church abt 3 hours ago.. I'm dead tired now bt i still haf to blog abt it!
Today, during cell group, i thank the Lord for a new sister in Christ, i thank Him for growing Zealot.. All the praises n glory all goes back to Him, the Holy One!!
N in service, that was when i was saw God in a different light.. I experienced His Healing powers.. I have always been having a back problem, wif my lower back spine being crooked. Pastor Daniel told us to pray for all those hu r sick.. I have this sickening back problem n it ever hurts so much when i bend backwards.. n nw i can bend backwards!! Peeps, i haf got to tell u this.. God used His healing powers thru Pastor Daniel as he laid his hand on my head firmly n started to pray for me.. Den he told me to put my hand to my back where it hurt.. N he prayed thru touching my hand.. Oh God!! I can't have more of You!! I felt ur presence in that auditorium today.. N u healed my back.. Of all the back aches oh God!! U r the best oh God!!
Though i'm being nagged at by my mum hu's telling me to go to bed now, i haf to blog abt this wonderful touch by the Lord! He healed me right there n then.. He healed me of my back.. N now i pray my back is straightened once again.. Peeps, that delight is unspeakable, n i'm jus so over the moon! Since i haf God's healing spirit now, i shall nv lose it by doubting it coz it is so clearly a work of God! God helped me! n i will nv forget that godly touch thru pd's hands, that firm n warm touch yet i started to shake under his touch.. God, ur power is jus so almighty! Now i have even gained more flexibility n i can bend my back further than i could ever b4.. God, all the glory n praises just go all back to u!! God i love u! N it's just another experience of u oh God, as a perfect healer.. Nw i shall obey ur commandment of obeying my parents, by gg to bed now, thank God, i love u God!

Twinkled @ [2:07 AM]

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

bethesal cathedral conference!

I went for a conference at bethesal cathedral on Monday. The whole service, i felt that it was speaking to me loud n clear.. Pastor Pat preached about earthquakes, of which spiritual earthquakes realli spoke to me.. Wad r they? They r situations which shook u up.. Things which u think God is no longer helping u bt in the end, He works n help u thru.
he talked abt the areas which we may haf earthquakes in.. Earthquakes may arise from addiction, death, parents.. A situation he gave was.. When someone's parents died, the kind of pressure one has to go thru.. For me, my situation was becoz of my parents.. Pastor Pat said, " Your dad may always be drunk, causing havoc in the family, making u n ur mother upset or angry." Oh how true it is for me.. Once he said that, my tears started to well up n they started to roll down on my cheeks.. My dad has always been a drunkard,making the whole family upset. The pressure which he has caused realli jus keeps adding on..
In my mind, the image of me n my mum crying in suffering during the nights he went crazy aft drinking.. I started to realli jus cry.. Pastor Pat continued to assure us that release is coming.. Release from - sin, death, fear, bondage.. Pastor jus held us from praying as we sang a song.. We begin to question at times y does God put us thru all these pressure? answer is He wants you to do better in future! N grow more passionate for God when u see Him working in ur life!
From Acts 16:16-31, we learnt: My prison is not abt what sufferings i have been put thru, it is abt hw i set others free.. as he ended the service, he called us up front, he finally allowed us to pray n told us to pray 4 those hu have not been saved, to hear their screams n pain w/o God..
N at that point in time, God put in my mind a picture i haf nv imagined b4.. My dad is also suffering! He does not haf God to depend on n he doesn't talk to us abt his problems.. I started to cry even harder n prayed aloud for him.. The first time i tot that my dad was also suffering.. I prayed wholeheartedly for him.. Many in the hall were crying too..
I thank God for putting that image in my mind, for showing me that my dad is also suffering.. Pastor Pat said:" I love to live a life of aftershock, the effects of the earthquake, watch how it allows my son n grandson n for many generations to come.." I too wana live a life of aftershocks!! See how God works thru me, to allow many generations to come to feel the impacts He brings!! The conference was realli great.. Praise the Lord!

Twinkled @ [8:40 PM]

Friday, March 02, 2007

got my a lvl chinese results

Peeps! I got my reults! Bt b4 i tell u how i did 4 my chinese A lvl paper, i nid to say sth first..
Firstly, i wana realli thank God for helping me, for blessing me wif an A for my chinese 'A' lvl paper n it being my best subject n the first 'A' lvl paper i sat for, this result has given me more drive to carry on pushing for better results for the rest of my subjects. OK so u guys noe that i got an A liao lol..
K.. I also wish to confess that i was still worried though i told myself to have Faith in God.. I m sorry to still having doubts about wheather God will give me the results i prayed for or not.. I m sorry for doubting You my Lord, bt this experience wif u has made menoe that You the Almighty can answer all kinds of prayers, no matter how lack of confidence in myself i m, no matter if it seems impossible in human's eyes. This experience wif You has allowed my Faith to grow stronger, and to just experience that my Father is realli the Supreme, hu can guide me n give me all the things i prayed for n i have worked for.. I dun realli remember how hard i prepared for it, bt God answered my prayer n gave me an A grade. I thank God n Praise Him even more for all the wonders he has made in my life.. Jesus rules my life! He is my one n onli God! Praise Him n love Him 4eva!

Twinkled @ [11:33 PM]

Thursday, March 01, 2007

night b4 release of chinese a lvl result

Wah so long since i blogged.. Haha.. Blog has some problems, i will try to fix it asap.. Well today, my niece went to pull the wire which attaches the fish tank filter to the main switch socket. The wire which was attached to the motor came apart from the plastic container n all the water in the filter spilled on the floor. My parents din even bother to go n teach Megan after that, that she is not allowed to touch the electrical wires. I mean she could haf got electrocuted n died! Wad r they doing?! Nvm, I did the teaching n i will continue teaching her until she sees the real danger of her act.
That aside, i m now rather worried abt my H1 chinese 'A' lvl results. God i pray that, even at that point in time i took the exam i didn't know U God, i jus realli pray that U will bless me wif an A grade for my chinese A lvl's.. Afterall, it's my best academic results.. God i pray U take all my worries away from me n allow me to have more rest n strength to seek You God!! I was very blue jus now, bt aft having prayed for my reults jus now, i have Faith in God that He will help me bcoz i have helped myself by studying hard for the exam already.. God i truly pray for Your Blessings, help me get an A for my H1 chinese 'A' lvl paper! I have Faith You can help me!! I love u, Jesus!
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Twinkled @ [9:23 PM]